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MusicRamones - Brain Drain (1989)Apr 16, '08 10:28 AM
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Brain Drain is a 1989 album by the Ramones (see 1989 in music). Released on May 23 of that year,[1] it is the last to feature the bass player Dee Dee Ramone, and the last studio album on Sire Records. It contains the single "Pet Sematary", written for the Stephen King movie of the same name. The single became one of the Ramones' biggest radio hits, and a staple in their concerts during the 1990's.

Dee Dee wrote in his autobiography, Lobotomy: Surviving the Ramones:

It was tough recording the Brain Drain album because everyone took their shit out on me. I dreaded being around them. It drove me away--I didn't even end up playing on the album. Everybody in the band had problems; girlfriend problems, money problems, mental problems.
I Believe In Miracles Brain Drain Ramones 
Zero Zero UFO Brain Drain Ramones 
Don't Bust My Chops Brain Drain Ramones 
Punishment Fits The Crime Brain Drain Ramones 
All Screwed Up Brain Drain Ramones 
Palisades Park Brain Drain Ramones 
Pet Sematary Brain Drain Ramones 
LearnTo Listen Brain Drain Ramones 
Can't Get You Outta My Mind Brain Drain Ramones 
Ignorance Is Bliss Brain Drain Ramones 
Come Back, Baby Brain Drain Ramones 
Merry Christmas (I Don't Want To Fight Tonight) Brain Drain Ramones 
Pet Sematary (Bill Laswell Version) Brain Drain [Bonus Track] The Ramones 

MusicRamones - Halfway to Sanity (1987)Apr 13, '08 9:39 AM
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Halfway to Sanity is an album by the Ramones. It was released on September 15, 1987. It was the last album to feature Richie Ramone. It is regarded as a critical flop, with few memorable moments.

The album features "I Wanna Live" and "Garden of Serenity", which were later remastered on the Ramones compilation Loud, Fast Ramones: Their Toughest Hits.

Debbie Harry of Blondie provides backing vocals on "Go Lil' Camaro Go", and Dee Dee Ramone sings lead vocals on "I Lost My Mind".
I Wanna Live Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
Bop 'Til You Drop Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
Garden of Serenity Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
Weasel Face Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
Go Lil' Camaro Go Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
I Know Better Now Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
Death of Me Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
I Lost My Mind Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
A Real Cool Time Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
I'm Not Jesus Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
Bye Bye Baby Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 
Worm Man Halfway To Sanity The Ramones 

MusicRamones - Animal Boy (1986)Apr 9, '08 7:22 AM
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Animal Boy is an album by the Ramones. It featured the songs "My Brain Is Hanging Upside Down (Bonzo Goes to Bitburg)", written as a protest of President Ronald Reagan's visit to the Bitburg cemetery in West Germany; "Somebody Put Something in My Drink", written by Richie Ramone, the band's drummer from 1983–1987; and "Love Kills", Dee Dee Ramone's ode to deceased friend Sid Vicious. Dee Dee sings lead vocals on tracks 3 and 9.

Three songs on the album were co-written by Jean Beauvoir, formerly of the Plasmatics.

The music video for the song "Something to Believe In" featured a mock charitable event entitled "Hands Across Your Face", a parody of Hands Across America.
Somebody put something in my drink Animal Boy Ramones 
Animal boy Animal Boy Ramones 
Love kills Animal Boy Ramones 
Apeman hop Animal Boy Ramones 
She belongs to me Animal Boy Ramones 
Crummy stuff Animal Boy Ramones 
My brain is hanging upside down (Bonzo goes to Bitburg) Animal Boy Ramones 
Mental hell Animal Boy Ramones 
Eat that rat Animal Boy Ramones 
Freak of nature Animal Boy Ramones 
Hair of the dog Animal Boy Ramones 
Something to believe in Animal Boy Ramones 

MusicRamones - Subterranean Jungle (1983)Apr 7, '08 8:20 AM
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Subterranean Jungle is the seventh studio album by punk band the Ramones. It was released in February 1983[1] (see 1983 in music) and peaked at position eighty-three on the Billboard album music chart.[2] It was re-released on August 20th, 2002 on CD by Rhino Records.

"Time Bomb" featured Dee Dee's first lead vocal on a Ramones album. "Little Bit o' Soul" was a cover of a song originally recorded by The Music Explosion in 1967. "I Need Your Love" was also a cover song, originally recorded by The Boyfriends, as was "Time Has Come Today", originally recorded by The Chambers Brothers in 1968.

Marky Ramone was dismissed from the band during the production of the album. He can be seen lurking almost invisibly behind the window on the front album cover. Billy Rogers filled in for him on at least one song. In the music videos for "Psycho Therapy" and "Time Has Come Today," Richie Ramone replaces him.

The song "Outsider" was later covered by pop punk band Green Day on We're a Happy Family—A Tribute to the Ramones and also released on their album Shenanigans. "Psycho Therapy" was recorded by Skid Row as part of their album, B-Side Ourselves. Each of the five members of the band chose a song to cover; Bassist Rachel Bolan, a Ramones fan, chose "Psycho Therapy" and sings lead vocals on it. He has also sung lead on live performances of this and other Ramones songs.
01 Little Bit O' Soul  Ramones 
02 I Need Your Love  Ramones 
03 Outsider  Ramones 
04 What'd Ya Do-  Ramones 
05 Highest Trails Above  Ramones 
06 Somebody Like Me  Ramones 
07 Psycho Therapy  Ramones 
08 Time Has Come Today  Ramones 
09 My-My Kind of Girl  Ramones 
10 In the Park  Ramones 
11 Time Bomb  Ramones 
12 Everytime I Eat Vegetables It Makes Me Think of You  Ramones 
13 Indian Giver [Original Mix][#][-]  Ramones 
14 New Girl in Town [#][-]  Ramones 
15 No One to Blame [#][-][Demo Version]  Ramones 
16 Roots of Hatred [#][-][Demo Version]  Ramones 
17 Bumming Along [#][-][Demo Version]  Ramones 
18 Unhappy Girl [#][-][Demo Version]  Ramones 
19 My-My Kind of Girl [Acoustic Demo][#][-]  Ramones 

MusicRamones - Too Tough to Die (1984)Apr 7, '08 5:29 AM
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Too Tough to Die is the eighth album by the Ramones, released in 1984 (see 1984 in music). It is the first album recorded with Richie Ramone. It is regarded by All Music Guide as as "the last great record they would ever make" [1] and as a particular triumph for Dee Dee Ramone, who wrote or co-wrote nine of the album's 13 tracks. In this album, the Ramones were trying to get a little bit into the '80s hardcore punk scene.

The album cover is a cultural reference to the movie A Clockwork Orange; the band backlit at the mouth of a tunnel echoes the scene in the film where Alex and his droogs attack a derelict.[2] The song title "Durango 95" is also the name of the car driven by Alex in A Clockwork Orange.

The album includes the two Ramones songs "Wart Hog" and "Endless Vacation" sung by Dee Dee Ramone. The lyrics to "Wart Hog" were not allowed to be shown because the record company felt they were too offensive.
Mama's Boy Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
I'm Not Afraid of Life Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Too Tough to Die Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Durango 95 Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Wart Hog Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Wart Hog Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Chasing the Night Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Howling at the Moon (Sha-La-La) Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Daytime Dilemma (Dangers of Love) Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Planet Earth 1988 Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Humankind Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Endless Vacation Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
No Go Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Street Fighting Man Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Smash You Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Howling At The Moon (Sha-La-La) (Demo) Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Planet Earth 1988 (Dee Dee Vocal) Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Daytime Dilemma (Demo) Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Endless Vacation (Demo) Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Danger Zone (Dee Dee Vocal Version) Too Tough to Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Out of Here Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Mamas Boy (Demo) Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
I'm Not An Answer Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Too Tough To Die (Dee Dee Vocals) Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 
No Go (Demo) Too Tough To Die (extended and remastered) Ramones 

MusicRamones - Pleasant Dreams (1981)Apr 5, '08 8:29 AM
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Pleasant Dreams is the sixth album by the Ramones. It was released in 1981 (see 1981 in music) by Sire Records. Pleasant Dreams reached #58 on the US Billboard album charts. It is frowned upon by guitarist Johnny Ramone because to him it sounds "too slick" and is generally viewed as part of the Ramones pop experimentation.

The cover art of Pleasant Dreams was the first Ramones album cover to not feature an image of the band.

The album was certified gold in Argentina in 1993. The album was re-released by Rhino Records on August 20th, 2002.
we wan't to airwaves pleasant dreams ramones 
all's quiet on the eastern front pleasant dreams ramones 
the kkk took my baby away pleasant dreams ramones 
don't go pleasant dreams ramones 
you should like you're sick pleasant dreams ramones 
it's not my place [in the 9 to 5 world] pleasant dreams ramones 
she's a sensation pleasant dreams ramones 
7-11 pleasant dreams ramones 
you didn't mean anything to me pleasant dreams ramones 
come and now pleasant dreams ramones 
this business is killing me pleasant dreams ramones 
sitting in my room pleasant dreams ramones 
Touring (1981 Version) Pleasant Dreams (extended and remastered) Ramones 
I Cant Get You Out Of My Mind Pleasant Dreams (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Chop Suey (Alt Version) Pleasant Dreams (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Sleeping Troubles (Demo) Pleasant Dreams (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Kicks to Try (Demo) Pleasant Dreams (extended and remastered) Ramones 
I'm Not an Answer (Demo) Pleasant Dreams (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Stares In This Town (Demo) Pleasant Dreams (extended and remastered) Ramones 

MusicRamones - End of the Century (1980)Apr 5, '08 5:05 AM
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End of the Century is the fifth album by the Ramones. It was produced by the famed Phil Spector and was released on February 4, 1980. This album is generally seen as a departure from the bands' original formula of energetic punk rock, and an attempt at reaching commercial success.

After Spector got interested in the band, he offered to produce the next record. Vocalist Joey Ramone was an avid fan of his early work, including many girl groups and a Beatles record. The result was a change in direction of the band's sound. As an attempt at a Top 40 record and mainstream acceptance, its songs are more cleanly produced and longer in length, averaging around three minutes.

The album peaked #44 on the US Billboard Top 100, and peaked #14 on the UK Album charts, making the band's best-selling album in both countries. Even though its highest charting single was "Baby, I Love You", the more known songs are "Do You Remember Rock 'n' Roll Radio?" and Spector's version of "Rock 'n' Roll High School".

The album was certified gold in Argentina in 1993.
Do You Remember Rock 'N' Roll Radio? [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
I'm Affected [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
Danny Says [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
Chinese Rock [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
The Return of Jackie and Judy [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
Let's Go [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
Baby, I Love You [Mother Bertha Music, Inc.] End of the Century The Ramones 
I Can't Make It on Time [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
This Ain't Havana [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
Rock 'N' Roll High School [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
All the Way [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
High Risk Insurance [1979] End of the Century The Ramones 
I Want You Around (Original Soundtrack Version) End Of The Century (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Danny Says (Demo Version) End Of The Century (extended and remastered) Ramones 
I'm Affected (Demo) End Of The Century (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Please Dont Leave (Demo) End Of The Century (extended and remastered) Ramones 
All The Way (Demo) End Of The Century (extended and remastered) Ramones 
Do You Remember Rock N' Roll Radio (Demo) End Of The Century (extended and remastered) Ramones 
End of The Century Promo End Of The Century (extended and remastered) Ramones 

MusicRamones - It's Alive (album)Apr 4, '08 11:37 PM
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It's Alive is a live album by the Ramones. It was recorded at the Rainbow Theatre, London, on December 31, 1977, and released in April 1979. The title is a reference to the 1974 horror movie of the same name. It was originally released as a 2-LP set and draws material from their first three albums. The concert was also filmed and later released in a truncated form on the DVD It's Alive 1974-1996. The footage revealed that Joey Ramone's vocals were highly doctored from the actual concert recording.

The album was certified gold in Argentina in 1993.
Rockaway Beach Itエs Alive Ramones 
Teenage Lobotomy Itエs Alive Ramones 
Blitzkrieg Bop Itエs Alive Ramones 
I Wanna Be Well Itエs Alive Ramones 
Glad To See You Go Itエs Alive Ramones 
Gimme Gimme Shock Treatment Itエs Alive Ramones 
You're Gonna Kill That Girl Itエs Alive Ramones 
I Don't Care Itエs Alive Ramones 
Sheena Is A Punk Rocker Itエs Alive Ramones 
Havana Affair Itエs Alive Ramones 
Commando Itエs Alive Ramones 
Here Today, Gone Tomorrow Itエs Alive Ramones 
Surfin' Bird Itエs Alive Ramones 
Cretin Hop Itエs Alive Ramones 
Listen To My Heart Itエs Alive Ramones 
California Sun Itエs Alive Ramones 
I Don't Wanna Walk Around With You Itエs Alive Ramones 
Pinhead Itエs Alive Ramones 
Do You Wanna Dance? Itエs Alive Ramones 
Chainsaw Itエs Alive Ramones 
Today Your Love, Tomorrow The World Itエs Alive Ramones 
I Wanna Be A Good Boy Itエs Alive Ramones 
Judy Is A Punk Itエs Alive Ramones 
Suzy Is A Headbanger Itエs Alive Ramones 
Let's Dance Itエs Alive Ramones 
Oh Oh I Love Her So Itエs Alive Ramones 
Now I Wanna Sniff Some Glue Itエs Alive Ramones 
We're A Happy Family Itエs Alive Ramones 

MusicRamones - Road to Ruin (1978)Apr 4, '08 10:08 PM
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Road to Ruin is the fourth album by the Ramones. It was released on September 22, 1978. It was recorded in May and June of 1978 at Media Sound in New York.

This album shows a more "classic" pop sound as well as a shift to a more serious personality to the music, a theme that would remain in later albums, most notably 1980's End of the Century. The influence of 1960s girl groups is in evidence, as well as the influence of The Byrds on tracks including "Don't Come Close" and the cover of "Needles And Pins", originally by Jackie DeShannon and later a hit for The Searchers.

The album also contains the track "I Wanna Be Sedated", one of the band's most popular and beloved tunes.

This is their first album with Marky Ramone on drums, after original drummer Tommy Ramone left due to fatigue from touring. However, Tommy (credited as his birth name, Tommy Erdelyi) stayed to produce Road to Ruin, as well as a brief comeback for 1984's Too Tough to Die.

The album was remastered and released by Rhino Records in June 19, 2001. It also featured bonus tracks, which included alternate versions and demos. Two of the bonus tracks, "Rock 'n' Roll High School (Ed Stasium version)" and "Blitzkrieg Bop/Teenage Lobotomy/California Sun/Pinhead/She’s the One (live)", are from the Rock 'n' Roll High School soundtrack.
I Just Want To Have Something To Do Road to Ruin RAMONES 
I Wanted Everything Road to Ruin RAMONES 
Don't Come Close Road to Ruin RAMONES 
I Don't Want You Road to Ruin RAMONES 
Needles & Pins (Bono-Nitzche) Road to Ruin RAMONES 
I'm Against It Road to Ruin RAMONES 
I Wanna Be Sedated Road to Ruin RAMONES 
Go Mental Road to Ruin RAMONES 
Questioningly Road to Ruin RAMONES 
She's The One Road to Ruin RAMONES 
Bad Brain Road to Ruin RAMONES 
It's A Long Way Back Road to Ruin RAMONES 

MusicRamones - Leave Home (1977)Mar 30, '08 9:54 PM
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Leave Home is the Ramones' second album. It features the classic Ramones songs "Pinhead" and "Gimme Gimme Shock Treatment." This is the only Ramones album to go through different incarnations on its original release, due to label controversy over the song "Carbona Not Glue."

The band had written most of the songs appearing on their first two albums by the time they were signed to Sire (as evidenced by the song listing of the 1976 live tracks appearing on the CD rerelease). They were placed roughly in chronological order on the first two albums; as explained by Johnny Ramone: "We recorded them in the order they were written; we wanted to show a slight progression in song structure."

Many fans and critics point to the more polished pop sensibilities of the second album as evidence of the band's evolving musical skill and style. The second album was recorded at the relatively upscale Sundragon Studios in Manhattan, New York.

Craig Leon, the producer of the first album, Ramones, had left Sire Records by fall 1976 and was replaced by Tony Bongiovi. Bongiovi had mentored drummer Tommy Ramone while the two were working together at the Record Plant producing Jimi Hendrix's Band of Gypsys album. Tommy also assisted with production on the album, a role he would repeat for many later albums.

The title Leave Home refers to the band touring for the first time and establishing a fan base beyond CBGBs.

Glad To See You Go Leave Home Ramones 
Gimme Gimme Shock Treatment Leave Home Ramones 
I Remember You Leave Home Ramones 
Oh Oh I Love Her So Leave Home Ramones 
Sheena Is A Punk Rocker Leave Home Ramones 
Suzy Is A Headbanger Leave Home Ramones 
Pinhead Leave Home Ramones 
Now I Wanna Be A Good Boy Leave Home Ramones 
Swallow My Pride Leave Home Ramones 
What`s Your Game Leave Home Ramones 
California Sun Leave Home Ramones 
Commando Leave Home Ramones 
You`re Gonna Kill That Girl Leave Home Ramones 
You Should Have Never Opened T Leave Home Ramones 

VideoStory of The Year - Anthem of Our Dying DayOct 9, '07 10:53 AM
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Nikmati!!!


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Blog EntrySebelum Tidur Part 2Aug 24, '07 11:04 AM
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Tampaknya waktu tidak lelah untuk berputar. Sekali lagi saya pun harus menyelesaikan pekerjaan yang sudah saya perhitungkan sedemikian rupa sehingga pada waktunya nanti akan benar-benar selesai. Bukan masalah disiplin atau profesionalisme, melainkan lebih kepada efisiensi waktu yang saat ini saya merasakan masa luang sepertinya sulit untuk ditemukan akibat dari padatnya jadwal antara yang penting dan tidak penting berjalan bersamaan. Walau hanya sekedar untuk bermain game atau sejenak menonton sampah di televisi pun tidak ada. Beberapa hari kebelakang saya pun harus menjalani training sebagai bentuk perpanjangan tangan dari pekerjaan. Hidup di dua sisi dunia yang berbeda membuat konsentrasi sulit untuk difokuskan pada satu titik. Ada kalanya saya melihat sebuah pekerjaan penting bermetamorfosa menjadi seperti makanan basi dan hambar untuk dinikmati sehingga membuat saya muak. Semua materi yang dicoba untuk dijejalkan kedalam kepala saya membuat kepala saya yang jika diketuk bunyinya tidak nyaring lagi karena otak saya berisi ilmu perpanjangan tangan dari pekerjaan. Mengingatkan saya kepada sebuah pertanyaan penting "bagaimana cara memasukkan gajah kedalam kulkas?", logikanya mudah, buka pintunya lantas masukkan gajahnya kemudian tutup pintunya. Ilustrasi tersebut juga berlaku ketika saya harus mempelajari sesuatu yang sebenarnya sebesar gajah tersebut dan otak saya hanya sebesar kulkasnya, itu pun hanya kulkas satu pintu. Yang lebih parah lagi adalah kulkas tersebut sebelumnya telah dimasukkan kuda, sapi dan singa, sehingga kepala saya pun penuh dengan pengetahuan baru yang melebihi kapasitas menyimpan memori kepala saya. Tapi biarlah, siapa tahu binatang-binatang tersebut mati kedinginan lalu dagingnya bisa dimakan. Sayangnya, saya tidak makan daging!

Sekarang dini hari, dan beberapa jam lagi saya harus sudah siap-siap menjalani rutinitas harian. Kerja dan kerja! Tapi sebelum tidur, rasanya tidak sempurna jika saya tidak melanjutkan tulisan yang sebelumnya. Saya tidak mau mimpi dalam tidur saya dikejar-kejar oleh "sebelum tidur part 1" yang terus merengek agar disambung dan tidak terbengkalai, kalau celana mah namanya ngatung! ...ah saya malam ini akan tidur 3 jam lagi seperti kemarin dan lusa. Saya bingung apalagi yang harus saya mimpikan malam ini. Apakah saya akan mimpi bagaimana cara start dan stop R/3, Oracle database, backup dan temannya, user administration, archiving, spool & print, background process, authorization, system monitoring serta masih banyak lagi area bermain SAP? st02, st03, st04, st06, db12, db13, db16, db02 atau sm37?? ah kode-kode itu masih diarea yang sama. kira-kira apa ya yang enak dijadikan mimpi? tidur dulu ah..

zzz...ZZZZ...

MusicThe Exploited - The SingleAug 23, '07 8:59 AM
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Army Life The Singles The Exploited 
The Mods The Singles The Exploited 
Crashed Out The Singles The Exploited 
Exploited Barmy Army The Singles The Exploited 
I Believe In Anarchy The Singles The Exploited 
What You Gonna Do The Singles The Exploited 
Dogs Of War The Singles The Exploited 
Blown To Bits (live) The Singles The Exploited 
Dead Cities The Singles The Exploited 
Hitler's In The Charts Again The Singles The Exploited 
Class War The Singles The Exploited 
SPG (live) The Singles The Exploited 
Cop Cars (live) The Singles The Exploited 
Y O P The Singles The Exploited 
Attack The Singles The Exploited 
Alternative The Singles The Exploited 
Troops Of Tomorrow The Singles The Exploited 
Computers Dont't Blunder The Singles The Exploited 
Addiction The Singles The Exploited 
Rival Leaders The Singles The Exploited 
Army Style The Singles The Exploited 
Singalongabushell The Singles The Exploited 
Punks Not Dead (live) The Singles The Exploited 
Sex And Violence (live) The Singles The Exploited 
Dole (live) The Singles The Exploited 
Out of Control (live) The Singles The Exploited 

MusicSajak Suara - Wiji ThukulAug 8, '07 7:35 PM
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Words by Widji Thukul, Song By Homicide

Sajak Suara - Wiji Thukul

sesungguhnya suara itu tak bisa diredam
mulut bisa dibungkam
namun siapa mampu menghentikan nyanyian bimbang
dan pertanyaan-pertanyaan dari lidah jiwaku

suara-suara itu tak bisa dipenjarakan
di sana bersemayam kemerdekaan
apabila engkau memaksa diam
aku siapkan untukmu: pemberontakan!

sesungguhnya suara itu bukan perampok
yang ingin merayah hartamu
ia ingin bicara
mengapa kau kokang senjata
dan gemetar ketika suara-suara itu
menuntut keadilan?

sesungguhnya suara itu akan menjadi kata
ialah yang mengajari aku bertanya
dan pada akhirnya tidak bisa tidak
engkau harus menjawabnya
apabila engkau tetap bertahan
aku akan memburumu seperti kutukan
SajakSuara   

Blog EntryShort dump in the early morningAug 5, '07 4:51 PM
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It's been a long time i'm not work at night. Tonight i feel the internet connection so damn slow. i think somebody work with download manager and leave it as usual. I don't have right to close that fuckin program, i don't have an authorization to login coz i'm not a super user. Page by page  loaded so slowly and i waste my time to wait it until finish, i think i can spend this time to write a short fuck'n dump words like this. I can't sleep too, coz all my friends sleep like an asshole. They leave me alone to see all consoles, to write & send mails, to feel bored with internet slow connection. well, i wanna wake my friend up then i go to sleep now, i hate slow internet connection!

Blog EntrySebelum Tidur Part 1Jul 29, '07 9:58 PM
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Tanpa disadari, apa yang selama ini saya jalani adalah rutinitas yang statis. Ada sedikit perubahan tetapi tidak cukup signifikan. Tinggal disebuah kota dengan udara yang panas yang selalu membuat saya muak dengan keseharian yang selalu saya lewati adalah apa yang memang seharusnya saya alami. Menjalani segala sesuatu yang itu-itu saja, melihat hal yang sama juga menikmati penyiksaan pekerjaan adalah hal yang lazim dilalui dalam rentang beberapa bulan kebelakang. Selalu saja saya teringat akan masa lalu saya yang selalu dibumbui oleh rasa senang serta canda dan gurau bersama kawan-kawan. Ingin rasanya keluar dari statisnya dunia yang dijalani sekarang dan kembali berkumpul melakukan sesuatu yang tidak penting dan tidak berguna namun cukup menyenangkan. Kawan-kawan lama sekarang ini telah disibukkan oleh rutinitasnya masing-masing, sehingga sulit untuk mencuri waktu mereka sesaat saja untuk sebuah alasan kesenangan belaka. Saya berpikir bahwa masa lalu yang indah tersebut telah hilang dan untuk sekarang sepertinya hanya mimpi belaka. Terkadang saya pun menyempatkan diri untuk sekedar keluar dan menyisihkan banyak nominal untuk menyenangkan diri sehingga saya mampu merasakan bahwa saya tidak berada dijalur yang tepat, juga merasakan hal-hal yang pernah saya rasakan pada masa lampau. Saat ini segalanya telah berubah dan mungkin akan terus berubah tidak seperti sesuatu yang pernah saya nikmati dahulu. Ketika saya harus dihadapkan pada suatu hal yang memeras kemampuan berpikir, menguras tenaga serta menyia-nyiakan waktu untuk uang belaka, maka saya harus memiliki alternatif bahwa saya tidak se-statis itu. Saya bisa merubah dunia saya kembali seperti apa yang pernah saya puja-puja, sebuah dunia yang menjadi hegemoni ketika dalam keadaan tertekan dan merasa bosan. Adalah wajar jika terkadang saya harus berhenti sejenak, lantas melihat hal lain diluar apa yang saya jalani. Ibarat sebuah kendaraan yang melalui ruas jalan yang telah ditentukan lalu merasa jengah dan terlalu dikendalikan, maka saya membuat kendaraan tersebut melalui jalan lain yang bisa membuat si supirnya segar kembali tanpa harus kehilangan kendali dan mengikuti rambu-rambu yang berlaku.
Tetapi saya adalah manusia biasa yang harus berada dalam kendali Tuhan. Tentunya beralasan meski alasan saya mungkin bagi beberapa kawan termasuk alasan seorang pecundang. Yang saya temukan setiap saat adalah sebuah repetisi yang telah diatur sedemikian rupa dalam bentuknya yang sangat menyebalkan. Secara pribadi saya ingin sekali memakluminya, terlebih saat ada sebuah pekerjaan yang terlalu membuat saya jenuh "Maaf saya permisi dulu  kebelet kepingin pipis" dan mungkin hanya Tukul Arwana-lah yang mau kembali ketempat semula dengan jargon "kembali ke laptop" lalu begitu seterusnya tanpa ada perubahan signifikan.
Aneh memang, tapi itulah manusia pada umumnya, dimana mereka akan merasa bosan pada sesuatu yang terus dijalaninya. Kelakuan-kelakuan menyimpang menjadi sesuatu yang biasa mengingat apa yang dikerjakan adalah itu-itu saja. Sebenarnya sesuatu yang berganti itu masihlah tetap hal yang sama. Hidup dalam dua dunia yang saling berseberangan dan keduanya saling menyokong satu sama lain sehingga benar-benar berguna serta tidak membuat mual kemudian muntah lalu seterusnya bunuh diri. Habis!
Apakah sesimpel itukah pemikirannya? tentu saja tidak, mengingat jika dirunut dari latar belakang apa yang telah dijalani tidaklah segampang itu. Harus ada arah tujuan yang jelas dalam kacamata saya, sehingga saya pun harus mampu mengukur segala sesuatunya secara adil agar seimbang dan membuat iri salah satunya. Alhasil saya pun harus mengakhirinya dengan pemikiran "gimana nanti" yang senantiasa membuat saya percaya diri dan yakin bahwa pemikiran tersebut adalah sumber utama optimisme. Menjalani dan menikmati apa yang terjadi saat tulisan ini diciptakan sekedar untuk membuang waktu ditengah malam yang panas disebuah neraka yang bernama Jakarta. Sekarang saya sudah ngantuk dan harus tidur karena besok pagi saya harus melakukan ritual harian yang saya sebut dengan rutinitas alias KERJA! Welterusten!

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